10: QUOTE (BREAK UP)

♥   堅強的內心，往往會被一句簡單的安慰打敗，然後淚流滿面

♥  分手后要坚强，不要哭天抹泪，莫斯科不相信眼泪。

      别干撕照片、烧信、毁日记这类只有傻瓜才干的事。

相信爱情，相信好男人还存在，还在茫茫人海中寻觅你。

      别说“男人没一个好东西”这样使别人误以为你阅人无数的话。

♥  千万不要相信不敢将你介绍给朋友的男人，

他不想让朋友知道你的存在，说明他有隐情，他还没有完全爱上你，

      你只是他无聊时的陪伴而已，而且是暂时的，有了新欢，

立马让你消失或者他人间蒸发。

I see. no wonder he don't want let his friends know about me.

Fine. take it as a lesson.

anyone come in our life, it has their own reason.
every chapter of our life is different.
it can be happy, sad or depressed.

you can cry after break up, but not for long term.
have to limit ourself, a better / suitable one is waiting for us.
just the distance abit far, but he wont away if he is yours.

find a person who can understand us, care us,
willing to listen our story.

9 : Wedding Dinner

Back from Penang and reach home at 5.20pm.
yup, today is 20130520, it means i love you forever in chinese.
it is a meaningful day for couple, i think so.
me? hahaahah. i love my family

ya, cousin married, but then i didnt take picture with him. 
he is too busy with others and drinks.

the food in kampung is cheap and delicious, cant denied it.but then i didnt take picture, because when the food coming, everyone was busy eating.
the ceremony started from 8pm til 10.15pm.

there is some picture, all is meeee. haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BRO 21/5  =)

end. good night everyone, another working day tomorrow.

8 : FEEL

怎么对他还有感觉？

答应过自己，不哭。

看到他的照片，心酸了起来。

想起曾经我们互相鼓励，支持，

为未来努力。

现在，他成功和她进入同间大学，读医科，

我呢？还徘徊着。。。

我需要个拥抱 =(

7 : random

hehehe, i like a monkey today.

jump here and there, climb here and there,

but not climb tree, is rack.

busy packing stock (oil seal) and they put it at hyper high place.

i just can climb up and take, didn’t exercise but then sweat all the way.

however, i decided resign. 

i really cant withstand with the noise from opposite workshop.

they talk rude word, and the machines sound, so irritated =(

should i continue or? haih

and and and, 

GD really handsome (eyes bling bling)

he is so cheerful and polite, i like his attitude which is love his parents.

but then personally i like taeyang. 

hahaha, whats wrong with me? 

recently i like to search for handsome guy..

GD, taeyang, and 彭于晏  ♥ ♥ ♥

good night everyone.

#一段感情散了，就忘了吧。再好的回忆也只是过去。

一段缘尽了，就算了。

一段爱消失了，就消失吧。

抓不住的手，放开他，让他走，你也需要自由。#

*不会忘记他，但不会让回忆打扰我的生活，peace =)

6 : 我需要一点点的爱

2013年

今年的挑战特别多，

分手，抢劫，必须选择影响我日后的课程等等，

觉得挺难过的，

而且一切在同一时间发生，

曾近一度蹦溃，

有苦只能自己吞，

每晚都失眠，

我的天呀！

最近做工有点辛苦，

人家一向都读关于科学物理的东西，

忽然间要进账，了解 oil seal 的品牌，号码，

加上对面是修车工厂，

噪音弄到我容易心情烦躁，

又没有其他同事，闷！

午餐孤孤单单，好像很可怜似的。

我的天，腰部开始疼痛，可能是坐姿不对。

整天坐，屁股会不会变大？啊。。。

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一直以来都有某人在旁安慰，

有人陪你聊天，

一下子失去，真的很难适应，

尤其是知道他过得太好，女人的心真的是不是滋味。

她得到的，是他从我这儿学回来的，

如何关心，如何安慰，如何了解，

你很幸运吧

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分了后，才可以看清楚人真正的角色，

才发现原来他爱他自己，

他觉得他找到一个更好的，

可以一起相处，见面，解决学业问题，

朋友安慰说，热恋期永远是甜蜜的，
别管他们了。

你知道真正的爱吗？

不管距离有多远，路有如何的艰难，都会一起面对。

障碍是一定有的，

只是看你坚持或不，爱她或不？

不爱就不爱，不要说受不起孤单。

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累了，

需要点点的爱。

食物呀食物，你能解救我一时的空虚，

但不可能一辈子呀。

我的王子及时才会出现？

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我要活的精彩，活的快乐。

要把我的生活圈子加大，认识朋友 =D

分手後，我還認識你，不過不再想見你，会勾起我和你的记忆，让我情绪低落。

你過的好，我不會祝福你，你对我的伤害已经让我心碎。

你過的不好，我也不會嘲笑你（但我相信你过得很好，因为有她）

我們從此陌生，你的世界不再有我，我的世界不再有你。

我需要点点的爱，点点的关心
五颜六色，我要的生活 =D

槟城姓周桥

3 : random

Wake up at 11am and have brunch at 1pm.
"pan meeeeeeeee".. let me recall the memory between you and me.
You did bring me to eat "pan mee", seriously quite nice,
But then we having small argument, not enjoy that meal much.
Anyway, that is past tense. 
And, I will going to work on Monday =)
It is a bored job, Monday until Saturday, but then it can let me pass time and earn money.
(after that i can eat "holiao")

And, thank you bro,
I wanna eat donut for such a long time.
But then didn't go for shopping or bakery, 
It is one of my favourite, big apple donut (chocolate flavour always is my first choice)

And i finished read this book within 3 hours today.Honestly, I'm not recommend this book,I can predict the ending after read 2 chapter. it is similar with drama.But at the end, the girl find her true love and accept "sis bro relationship".The most wonderful thing is accept by their parents. I hope of my future boyfriend's parents can wish us too.

ok, good night everyone =)

2 : 2nd month of holiday

I haven't find a suitable work.
so, i still enjoy my holiday right now.

yeah, i cook spaghetti, for the whole family =)



i love it and taste not bad.

next, i went to bookstore.
i bought 18 books and it's only rm100.
that is 1 Malaysia book voucher.
still left rm150 ( maybe can buy hard disk) =D

my time fulfill with this book 
and i enjoy it.

HAPPY LABOUR DAY  (1/5/2013)
happy birthday, uncle.
happy holiday everyone =)

goodnight 

1 : the end of love story

Well, it looked pretty good.
I have delete all my previous blogs and memories.
Delete all the stuff between you and me.
I need to start my new life, although it is hard/difficult.
Do you know how hard I wanna forget you?
Do you know how jealous I looking you and her together?
Can you give me a reason why you betray me?
Isn't because of her, you don't want admit your promise to me?
Isn't the love for long distance couldn't last longer although we together 3 years plus?
I'm sad because you willing do all the stuff that I hope with this girl, but not me.
You will drive me crazy if you bring her meet your parents.
Piss me off.
You are cruel.
I accepted that we break up, next news that I received is you betray me when i further study at kedah. Then? you are coupled with her until NOW.
and the news is from my friend, not you.
Are you a man? cheater.
I have thousand words wanna scold, but then, fine.
Anyway, thanks for let me know your "truth".
You are not that good actually.. (disappointed)
I still imagined how are we going to couple back and how was the situation, i so stupid -.-
Anyway, I wont cry and sad because of you anymore.
(seriously, i cried a thousand times, especially saw you take picture with her)
You are so enjoy and happy,
Why I wanna suffer myself?
Be happy, watch movie, shopping, exercise, read novel, and eat =)
thank you my friends that support me all the time.
I'm single and I'm free.

love myself ♥



goodbye my ex-love. the only picture I left..
I won't wish you, as I get hurt deeply.

WE WON'T MEET, WON'T MESSAGE
I WONT APPEAR IN YOUR WORLD ANYMORE,
PLEASE DON'T DISTURB ME TOO.