fell down

walk in the rain,
fresh air, water droplet, "ti da" sound,
make me awake.

something that i thought yesterday, it happened.
1) am i really like medicine?
2) do i still regret that didnt come for dentistry interview or choose my interest >  psychology?
3) what should i do if i fail? quit?
last but not least, the same question. do you have confident to be a doctor?

imagine other talk your bad behind you,
this people fail her exam, she *bla bla bla
can i accept? i dont think so, but dont have choice
ya, i fail the most important subject,
as usual, i did cry, but not as much as foundation.

university life is totally different with secondary school.
no matter how good you are, u will fall down one day, that's me.
i didnt get this kind of result before, even foundation.
what am i doing?

think deeply deeply and deeply,
i knew that i didnt put as much effort as i can,
as i not interest that much,
i will feel tired of study this thing, and my hand dont wanna move at all.
wake uppppp !

things that you should do:
1) sacrifice ur sleep time, it is a must.
2) read every slide everyday. except anatomy (too much seriously)
3) finish ur report as soon as possible, plssssss.
4)sat and sun reread, and do learning outcome

it seem impossible, pls luteng, try it !

CA2 is ur last chance. dont frustrated, dont give up, dont dont and dont !

jiayou, shocked that i just drop 2 tears,
maybe i know what should i do, and face the reality.
we are not teenager anymore, but adult. i mean the way we think.

haih, positive, and positive. my dear...

Emotion

think before you talk.

don't aspect too much from yourself,
don't think you are smart enough,
your attitude just make people feel disgust.
ok, maybe not other, but me.
get out from my sight.

medical life  --> tired
                  --> tired and tired

study is my life, homesick is my side dish,
play? doesn't appear at all.

is ok, i can do it. positive thinking.

communicate with other, be nice, calm down, everything will be fine.

i miss you, daddy mummy.
hope you are fine.

i can stand with it, everything,
im strong more than you think.
at least better than foundation,
wait me back <3 p="">

life is plain, every single moment you have to draw by yourself.

colourful, or black?